or in an act of terrifying indiscretion without detail or voice and an example of pure insensitive calamity of intensified managerial fortification a single but layered riotous I mean to say anomalous or maybe it is unheard of but not unexpected shocking but not news horror anticipated with a safety vest or, that is, to see a situation screaming in its severity vehement in its discord and consequence unquenchable in its reach and corollary hyperbolic in its gruesome disregard and entirely inscrutable abstruse arcane

it’s like when you go through a breakup and every song on the radio speaks directly to your pain, your struggle to find hope, to look ahead while constantly being pulled back into despair cbc radio sat morning stabbing me in the gut songs like “this ain’t bringing me down” “gonna be a lovely day lovely day lovely day” something heart wrenching by adele  the one about loving life in the city but missing the small town the one about not recognizing the world i live in now

apocalyptic money grubbing can you tolerate the extent of this republic of foreshadowed unknowing an alleviation, no that’s not right, an abomination, or abominable like a monster a cartoon burlesque in this month approaching winter not yet frozen I need to make a fence not a wall across the yard a contained space for recreation and canine theatrics please excuse the verbal eloquences I’ve been reading Lolita a dance of prose linguistic stylistics the domineering Humbert in control obsessed narcissist the rape and pillage of a life how she Lolita was turned into a character in culture victim blamed a Lolita is a tramp or a tease she is the vixen an entire misreading for the profit of another damaging cultural narrative about